I worked late today. This morning, I read a provoking book, Kuniyoshi Sakai's "Brain Science of Languages [酒井邦嘉『言語の脳科学』]" and thought about my brain. Through this interesting book, I've learned various wonderful facts such as there are plenty of languages actually (these must be the crystals we human beings have created), and also our creative thinking comes from the languages we use. Certainly, I can't imagine if I can't use any language to weave my thinking like this (but it can happen... for example, if so-called aphasia affects me, then I will lose the ability to use any words to weave my thoughts like this).
Probably because of this autistic, therefore strange brain, people often say to me that my usage of words can sound too weird. Actually, reflecting on my footsteps from the past, I must have read plenty of Haruki Murakami's (or any other really minor) books, so they have become my "flesh and blood" which makes my logical thinking system. In a way, I am writing my unique language, but also it can contain a "common" essence that we can share or understand with others.
In other words (sorry, I am now trying to find an easier explanation for telling this...), looking at my mind there must be a uniqueness which can mean my character. But also, that uniqueness can have been created from various traditional essences I have accepted/learned. As I have mentioned, for me it can have been various heritages from Haruki Murakami's books and also plenty of pieces of music.
As a piece of silly fact... during that reading time (I enjoyed at that time so-called "surf rock"), I looked at the food court's scenery and found two school girls who were in their uniforms. I have been attracted by their feminine, "plump" figures. Yes, it can happen in our daily life. In this world, there must be a lot of people who live each one's unique life... And within everyone's mind, there must be a certain, precious (certainly "one and only") personality, which can have been weaved by "abundant" traditional heritages... Just like Tarantino's movies can have been weaved by plenty of cultural heritages such as Japanese "Yakuza" movies.
