BGM: Tricky - Aftermath
As I had written yesterday, this morning I enjoyed chatting with a friend from England. She listened to my story carefully, and started breaking her voice. I felt that it must be a really miracle to me. I remember my dear job coach... She is also a person who cries for me a lot because of her fertile source of humanity/kindness. But why? Why such wonderful friends always come to me? I can afford nothing but this small kindness of mine. As I had written in this journal, sometimes I feel that it must be completely a fake like a reality show. It is a creation of dream?
This morning I had a meeting on ZOOM, and enjoyed chatting with my friends. We talked a lot in English about various Japanese dialects. When I live in this city, I use Japanese which contains a certain dialect. But when I move to Tokyo or somewhere else, my dialect starts disappear. This fact shows I must have been easily influenced by various facts from the environment. Then, it is really natural for me that I have been easily "painted" by English vibes when I start using English. How do you feel about my English?
This afternoon, I started writing a draft toward/for the meeting I will enjoy the 9th of November. It is about the elite business people with autism. They are really, incredibly smart (maybe they are a kind of gifted ones) but/therefore they have various handicaps in their lives. I googled, and found that about 8.8 percent of children might be also autistic. How should the "adult" autistic people live/rebuild their lives steadily?
And... at last, I have finished reading Bret Easton Ellis's "American Psycho". It was really a tough stuff for me. A lot of pieces of information. But I need a certain, strong patience to read it carefully because it certainly has a great essence of satire in its details. How can we survive this modern life without losing our normality? I guess/in my opinion, great modern writers (at least, my favorite writers) explode this.
