跳舞猫日録

Life goes on brah!

2023/10/26 English

BGM: Bruce Springsteen - Born To Run

Nowadays I've been thinking about the words "be yourself", because people always keep on suggesting this ones to me. "Be yourself!"... This lunchtime I started thinking about this again, and suddenly I got this idea. "How would the ChatGPT answer this question?". I can't say why I got this, but maybe it has come from my friend Victoria's article on Facebook about the AI. I asked about that, and got a great answer... Yes, the AI always tells us various results of the compilated intelligence, but I like human beings' intelligence even though it might be distorted by various *human* vias.

Once... I was bullied/hated in schools because I was a really strange kid who has a strange taste of music and books. They used to tell me that "You are really weird, creepy one". I believe that this kind of events must not be my own one, but various people could have as theirs. Then, they could have learned that "You shouldn't be yourself, so must change yourself completely!". If they could have learned that within their instinct, then it could be really difficult to start to believe that "I am OK, I have been accepted completely by my friends!".

This afternoon, I met my job coach at the workplace to have a meeting. We talked about my life (my work, and also my private life). It might be controversial, but I say that I have suspicious mind towards my co-workers. They might (or must) hate me... I even think so. But, that job coach or my true friends like me (they might even respect me). Coming to this idea, I have to accept this world is really chaotic. This world is like a huge melting pot.

This evening, I had a presentation from a friend of mine. He taught us about a rare animal (Japanese giant salamander). His talking is always clear and really easy to understand. I have to learn from him a lot... I remember what I wrote yesterday. "In each shave lies a philosophy" (the quote from Haruki Murakami). Everyone must be a teacher.