This morning, I went to the largest hospital in this town (just before that, I got a LINE message from the admin of my group home, which taught me what I should bring to there). There, at first, I had a test to see whether I had been infected by corona or influenza (in this country, covid-19 is still a serious issue), which told me I was negative on both diseases. After that, the sub-admin came to see me, and we met a doctor to find out what was ongoing (yes, the sub-admin saw the doctor with me).
He said that it seemed that I was infected by any other virus, therefore basically it must be a sort of disease I should cure by my potential power, not relying on medicines themselves too much. Also, the medicines I had gotten from another clinic were enough for me to cure, so I didn't need other ones anymore. Like this, the long, very long morning time ended.
And during that long morning time, even though I couldn't write anything on my memo pad in English as usual so I can't remember what I thought precisely, I remember that the admin's and sub-admin's efforts to solve this problem. Yesterday, the admin must have taught the sub-admin about my case so precisely I guess, because today she taught about it to the doctor in detail. Of course, that's a content of their job. However, even after we left the hospital and I came back to my room, I still thought about that (simply, they impressed me a lot).
I can't remember exactly when I started using this group home. Probably, about 5 years or more have passed... The admin, the sub-admin, and the staff who mainly serve daily meals always help my life from the back stage. At least, they basically don't order me. Like my real family, they and I are always holding each other's hand tightly to face these sorts of ongoing bothersome issues. That can show me how "welfare" has its potential power. I really appreciate their efforts. How about me? I can say I'm having such a strong policy and making any efforts on my job?
This afternoon, my friends sent me messages on LINE, Discord and WhatsApp. Of course, they also impressed me so much because they say I'm not alone (yes, no more). Lying on bed, I spent my time freely.
BTW, I want to share this with you (I want to keep writing about "weakness").
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