BGM: The Police - Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic
This morning, a friend of mine who has been working as an English teacher sent me a message on LINE. She taught me how the job as English teacher can be. As you can see easily, to work as an English teacher is to think about how to communicate by using English to others. Therefore, you need to think about the OTHERS. How do they have their interests in learning? What kind of methods are good for them? You need to think about these things to teach it to them.
I have to think about becoming an English teacher really carefully. How can I measure my English level properly? This morning, I also asked for my friends on Discord to read my articles/journals. They actually read for me and taught their honest opinions, which said to me that there are some odd expressions but my efforts are great. I'm really glad to hear that.
And - I remember this. When I was young, I had already given up everything and lived as a really terrible, lonesome heavy drinker. Yes, I had gotten lost any way to go on in my life - Especially, I had lost any hope/dream toward the future. In this world, you can find various, numerous success stories at almost everywhere. As Walt Disney's quote says, successful ones can say that our dreams can come true (or everything is simply possible.) Indeed, it is really embracing. But, can I still believe that kind of BEAUTIFUL words?
I can't see... but, though it might be so embarrassing to confess, once I had to tried to ERASE any ideas of having dreams from my thoughts. In other words, I tried to think as a realist (maybe even as a cynic.) Forget any dream, and live for today! But, now I can feel that I am starting having the new dream... or just a silly daydream?
This afternoon, I sent a message on WeChat to have a conversation tomorrow afternoon. This evening, I enjoyed a zoom meeting my Russian friend Victoria had done (OMG! I don't have enough space to write/describe about them.) At least, one thing is possible to say - I am never alone. Once, I had been a heavy drinker, I had thought there must have never been any hopes. I had to feel I was abandoned... But, everything can be possible, actually.
