BGM: Phil Collins "Both Sides Of The Story"
I worked late today. This morning I talked with Judith on Clubhouse. The topic was about the connections we have at various places such as Clubhouse. On Clubhouse, I don't have to act like an absolute right, strong, or perfect person. In other words, I can show my weakness there. I am really an idiot or weak person so feel comfortable in the communication on Clubhouse, where I don't have to put on airs or be proud of myself too much. I am really tired of the battling on places like Twitter.
Once I tried to throw myself into various flaming because I wanted to be strong or to train myself. But now I think that it is difficult to do discussions on the net, even if I won't say it is quite impossible. We need to understand even the other's background deeply, not seeking for a conclusion rapidly. If so, then we should need a long time. We have to look for the communication that requires our bodies and souls to understand the other person themselves. It makes me understand how the discussion of the net is difficult.
At last, this morning I could read nothing. I tried to read Hiroshi Osada and thought about my being. I am a really small being, and that being is surrounded by nature, and also connected with it. Or I can say that I am in the network that is weaved by various friendships, and also am in the life story or history in this world. I am not alone, but exactly in a rich world if I try to look at myself from a bird's eye. I remembered the book on conservativism once I read it. I am in the legend and have got the heritage from my ancients. It makes me calm.
I heard the news of That Queen Elisabeth had passed away, and I compared it with the ex-prime minister Abe's death(even if it must be ridiculous). I also noticed that some people try to think about how to pray for the dead from these two people's death. A friend of mine went to pray for Abe by dedicating a flower to him. Yes, she is quite a great Japanese. If we tried to blame Abe as a liar strictly, then this always could be invisible absolutely. I am a person who criticizes Abe, but I write this for myself. The attitude of listening to "Both Sides Of The Story" as Phil Collins sings.
