単純な生活

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2025/04/02 "Don't Think. Feel"

BGM: LOVE, PEACE & TRANCE - SOLARIS

I had a day off. This morning, I joined the daily English Zoom meeting. After that, I went to AEON to do some morning activities. I opened the notebook to doodle a picture. This time, looking at a blank page with Blur's provocative album "Think Tank", I thought I should draw a famous Japanese manga character, "Medama Oyaji (Eyeball Dad [目玉おやじ])" from "Kitarou [ゲゲゲの鬼太郎]". So, I did it.

After that, I went to the main house of my group home to see the sub-admin (the admin was having a day off). I had to make a new contract with the city office to use a medical system. After showing this morning's pic to the sub-admin (she got so impressed as usual), I went to the city office with the papers they saved there. However, the city office said I needed the doctor's opinion paper. I have to wait for it would be completed.

After returning to my group home and having a lunchbox, I had a nap. After that, I had nothing to do completely, so I went to the city office again because there the owner of a book café (who is also an artist who had recommended me to draw my pics) held a brilliant exhibition called "NAKAMA exhibition [NAKAMA展]" temporarily.

I enjoyed the pictures there a lot. Life is so strange and enigmatic because I had not been so interested in any arts until last year, when the owner had recommended me I draw my picture, and also keep doing my creations (as you might be able to see so easily, I was interested in literature rather than arts). There, several artists were showing the pictures from their senses so vividly/directly, and I was very impressed.

Was I misunderstanding something? Suddenly, I thought about this. By that time, I simply believed that I should have tried to verbalize anything in my mind so clearly/crisply until they could become so "common", however, at first, I could have to see the chaotic essences in me with courage and these senses.

After that, I enjoyed reading the rest of Yoshitaka Mouri's book "Banksy". Starting at 6:50 p.m., I joined the "danshu [断酒]" meeting. There, I confessed several things, such as the recent "flashback" episode and the trial of drawing my pictures. The leader of that meeting said I should keep drawing mine on and on. SURE!