Once upon a time, when I was a teenager... I belonged to the brass band club in the junior high school. There was a garland with so many flowers because the club was full of many female students. Therefore, we the male students had to be put as a minority. In addition, as I've written here, I'm typically an autistic person who has an ugly face (at least, not handsome). So, I was hated by so many females in the end. Yes, it was a sort of terrible nightmare period for me.
How should I face their emotion? At least, at that time I had no "human" right to say anything toward them as an excuse. If I did so, then they would get angry about the fact that a slave-like autistic creepy student (yes, that was me) even tried to "rebel" against the "human" female ones... Therefore, all I could have done was just try to stay calm and strong enough not to beat them (I'm serious). Now, I can separate those traumatic memories from the women in front of me as logically and rationally as I can (even though, TBH I have never thought I am a so-called feminist who tends to believe that there shouldn't be any difference between the sexes).
Also, the time has changed. Now people are certainly trying to understand others beyond the gap of sexes or brain's character. However, it was sad to say this but I even tend to have a cynical point of view about any "feministic" or "sex-based" issues. My imprinted point of view tries to say that women generally tend to have completely different, the "female" sort of opinions from their different system of brain... (it's embarrassing to say this, but even now I tend to go to the very "easy" idea that says they have "female brains").
I'm sorry if you have expected my daily life's record as usual... Today was a day off, and I talked with the admin about how I should use my money carefully. After that, I enjoyed reading a Japanese poet Takashi Hiraide's book "The Guest Cat" for a while. And, I watched Twitter's timeline for a while and found that on there some "diligent" and "passionate" users were still having their "bloody" discussions about a feministic issue. That made me write the thing I've written above.
