I worked late today. This morning, I joined the daily English Zoom meeting (today's theme was how having nap time can afford us several good effects on our physical and mental health). After that, I went to the main house of my group home. There, I enjoyed reading a Japanese book by Shigeki Uno, "Democracy as an Experiment [宇野重規・若林恵『実験の民主主義』]" a little for a while. TBH, I can't tell why I read this sort of political book which is never related to my job.
I remembered that I had already been interested in politics as a high school student. However, at that time, there wasn't the internet yet (even though there was already a tight network with each person's personal computer). So, I just had to keep reading books and try to think about several things in my teenage head. All I had to do was just to "memorize" several (yes, too many!) keywords without concerning their context like a machine. For example, I should remember the exact year of the revolution in France (in 1789), before trying to find out its true meaning. Oh, it was a terrible period!
After that, I saw the sub-admin there. We talked about several things as usual. I asked her if I could buy a tiny radio player (not so expensive, but a reasonable, portable one) because every morning I have to struggle with terrible loneliness like this, so if I had one I could ease my mind a little. Soon, she used the computer for googling about it and found information. I need to ask this to the admin, too. That sub-admin said to me that I must be a unique person in this world, as anyone can be. I am really glad to get that powerful message (thank you so much!).
From 1 p.m., I started today's work. During the break time, on Discord a female friend taught me about the app "radiko" to enjoy several radio programs on my smartphone. So, I installed it and enjoyed a radio program. Soon, I thought about this: How about purchasing a magazine such as "TIME" or "Newsweek" (if possible, any English one to learn English)? But of course, I need to stay calm about this to think steadily.
TBH, even now I am feeling slight fizziness, or a strange feeling of my head getting heavier (like... I've gotten drunk again). After that break time, I worked till the end time as carefully as I could.
