単純な生活

Life goes on brah!

2025/01/24 English

BGM: Paul Weller - Bitterness Rising

I worked late today. This morning, tbh I couldn't have slept well for enough time (maybe it was about 3 hours). Even though at first I didn't feel sleepy, the depression or obsession from the current insomnia haunted me with a bad mood. Therefore, even though I had a few tasks I wanted to do this morning, my head didn't work at all (completely, out of control). Writing my ongoing short novel, thinking about what I would talk about with the current job coach (we were going to see at this afternoon), etc.

With such a sleepy head, instead of these tasks, I tried to think about a controversial issue about Trump's inauguration (because a Discord friend asked me about this topic). TBH, I have never been a pro critic/commentator in politics, so can't tell anything properly about it. Yes, it's very difficult... However, even though I am such a "naive" person, I want to tell that there must be any actual/understandable reasons why Trump can have been chosen by people. Without gazing at this fact straightly, nothing would work as a good starter of discussion about democracy.

After starting today's work, at 3 p.m. I saw the job coach at my workplace. There, as usual, I shared the recent events I had enjoyed with her (not only as my job, but in my private life). However, when I tried to answer as sincerely as I could to her, I felt truly sleepy... she noticed that, and said "Oh my. You are very sleepy. It's so pitiful". The company gave us 30 minutes to discuss, but she decided to quit the meeting in a halfway and let me have a brief rest. Of course, I am very thankful for her kindness.

At 5 p.m., I had a break in my work. During the time, I thought about Trump again. In Japan, it seems almost all over the media (including social media) has been "painted" with a marvelous TV personality, Masahiro Nakai's scandal. Indeed, it must be very notorious... However, TBH since 40 when I started quitting drinking alcohol, my interest (or taste) seems to have gotten so introvert that now I think I want to keep my "pace" which makes me walk forward, as steadily as I can.