This morning, I joined the daily English Zoom meeting as usual. Today's theme was about an autistic artist Lito, who cuts old leaves to make various collage arts. As I have written in this journal, I'm also an autistic guy interested in his art. After that session, I went to AEON to try to read something, however I couldn't concentrate on reading. A sort of slump? Finally, I gave up thinking about something anymore and went to the bookstore to buy a new one, but couldn't find out.
From my workplace, I heard that this winter season we would be able to get the bonus money, so started wondering what I should buy. Definitely, I have been interested in the new version of Kafka's journal so I sent about the bonus and this book to the admins of my group home. When I started living the home, although the reason was still enigmatic (but probably, the stressful life must have required me to have a lot of meals and snacks), I couldn't have saved any little money I had earned. Eventually, the admins, the previous job coach and I sometimes got together to discuss this issue. So, recently I found that a small amount of money has been saved little by little within my home.
After having a break at my workplace, I noticed that my throat had gotten sore, and in my nose, I had been feeling something bad. I thought this could be a sign of catching a cold or any similar illness, even though my body temperature seemed not so hot. Anyway, I have to be careful about getting a cold or a bad flu because (as I have written) this "joint" period of two years must be one of the busiest seasons for us. Therefore, I decided to start gargling and also wash my hands carefully after coming back to my home.
And... I thought about how I should (or can) have my own "bird's eye" to see various things distant from here to see more effectively/rationally to grasp their real figures. I learned an interesting word from Buddhism, "San-doku (three poisons in the mind)". I decided to ask this to a friend of mine who is working as a priest.
