I worked early today. This morning, I attended a Zoom meeting in English as usual, and shared with other members what kind of events (games such as "hide and seek") we enjoyed in our childhood. After that, the admin of my group home took me to my company. Although I was worrying if I could start working as I always do, if I started it seemed to go well as usual.
On the app LINE, many friends gave me their kindness as their heartful messages. They said that I could get a so-called heat stroke (in yesterday's journal, I wrote this heat stroke as hay fever... OH NO!), summer flu, or corona. Even though it seems nothing has been happening in this body, I shouldn't trust my health too much... Anyway, I get to appreciate it.
After today's work, I went to the bookstore in AEON and tried to find Albert Camus's book "The Stranger", but it has been sold out. Instead, I found Franz Kafka's paperbacks so bought it. Even though I had promised to attend a Zoom meeting in the evening, I couldn't attend it because it was too busy to prepare for (needless to say, I am feeling very sorry about this. See you next time!). So, I chose to stay calm on the bed with Kafka's that paperback.
Remembering these days' events (having my wisdom tooth pulled, vertigo, etc), I thought about how I had thought about my life itself. Once I even wished my death coming soon, but after quitting alcohol I can restart my life with a certain positive, rebooted mind. Probably, this positive mind also has come from the fact that I have started learning English like this. Now, I wish I could live a long life enough. As a male, I wish I could die on a bed with someone I love (sorry!).
BTW, in that AEON store, I found that it seemed no package of rice had been sold. Although I had been taught that the lack of rice has been one of the most serious issues for us, today I noticed that in this region it has been a serious issue, too. I heard next week a large typhoon would come through this isle. Oh no. Life sucks... however, I need to stay calm enough not to be panicked. Dear readers, take care of yourselves.
