As you have already known from these journals... I am autistic, and maybe therefore I often have to struggle to get out of my inner maze (it is so-called the "bias"). Usually, my moods can change very easily (it always goes from here to there. You can find this by reading this serial journal's back numbers). However, if I have a strict interest in something, I start "digging" them so deeply into their core.
This morning, on Facebook, I joined the small talk my friends were enjoying. That was about English learning (contains the topic about yesterday's meeting I had enjoyed). There, someone taught us an important truth. Probably you know this, we Japanese have some unique ways of pronouncing English. For example, we have to struggle to distinguish the sounds of L and R (for example, in Japanese we pronounce "lice" and "rice" as the same sound). This time, that person taught us we tend to pronounce how to distinguish "close [クロース]" and "cloze ([クローズ]. it can be similar to "cloth")". It has been thrilling.
I asked the person about this. Ryuichi Sakamoto, a great Japanese artist has left a marvelous song "energy flow". Why that title isn't "energy flows"? It seems no one has asked about this, so I felt very embarrassed (yes, I needed huge courage to ask this) but decided to ask. Then, that person answered me that in this case "flow" works simply as a noun, not a verb (like Enya's "Orinoco Flow"). That has taught me I am so stubborn... Oh no! However, this tiny embarrassing experience has given me a precious lesson.
This afternoon, during work, suddenly I felt vertigo at my office. Soon I told this to a co-worker, and got a break. Although I couldn't find out what I should do to recover soon, with a panicked mind I did the things I could think of (drink water, cool my neck, lay my body down, etc). The admin of my group home came to my office, and he took me to my room by car (yes, I couldn't drive my bike by myself). Maybe it could be so-called hay fever... Anyway, dear readers, take care of yourselves!
