When I think about something, basically I start from the fact that I am never smart. Even I say I must be a foolish guy. I have never known such a foolish person as me in this world... I am just saying one simple truth (no kidding). In my life, I always (yes, ALWAYS) show how ignorant and careless I can be by making silly mistakes, or even now I can't have any confidence in my ideas firmly. Therefore, probably from other people in the real world, I am just an introverted, possibly perverted guy.
Once, I wished I could change such an introverted character of mine, and actually tried so by reading books and also "fighting" with many users on Twitter on arguments about politics or literature. Certainly, I could have believed in that period that "being so perfect enough to defeat anyone else completely" must be cool. What a shame! Even now, I honestly say that I sometimes feel that I can't stand learning any difference with someone else who must have another, controversial opinion from mine. However, if our opinions were completely the same, how could we start true creative dialogues toward the truth?
Maybe this kind of attitude prefers creating harmony with others than arguments in me have come from the traumatic memories I have written in my journals, even though my heart must be never strong and diplomatic enough to accept "everyone" literally with tolerance (yes, I OFTEN feel anger and sadness by various events. Oh, what a serious inner-paradox!).
Now, the era is certainly changing to the artificial intelligence one such as Chat-GPT based on vast databases and also speedy answering (even though I have not used it so often). In my opinion (therefore, as I have written above, this can contain misunderstandings from my incomplete understanding), AI technology might not (or CAN not) feel any creative paradoxes in it. As Slavoj Jijek says in his crispy logic, we human beings tend to reach our truth through various mistakes. Like Holmes can reach the true ultimate answer through Watson's helpful, therefore precious wrong answer... this is a strong, even comfortable belief in this incomplete autistic guy's mind.
